Random update because I want to.
Well... I submited something, yay. But... I'm overwhelmed now :DU

Too many tests, this week is full of tests, just like the last one, and the one before that one *sweatdrop*... and... viruses (not the computer ones) are truly a damnation, seriously, I do not even know if they are living beings in the first place, and I have to do a research thing about them *kicks viruses*

Whatever... hopefully this will be my last test-overwhelming week :D and I will have time to draw! [Seriously, I have like, too many ideas floating in my head to draw, but thanks to classes, and partially my laziness, I have not gotten the chance to draw them ;_;]

Tomorrow is one of my important exams, and if I get a bad score there that means that I fail at life :D so, wish me luck, please >_<U

EDIT: I got 550 points out of 850, meaning that I fail at life *kills self*

Anyway... that is all... I SHALL DRAW SOMETHING!! Just give me time ._.U

Ahora, para el coso ese del amigo secreto de Animechile, por que si no después se me va a olvidar D:U
A ver... pues... me encantan los vampiros, la oscuridad <3 y... sangrecita :D y ese tipo de cosas *loca*
También los videojuegos, los adoro~ especialmente los Fire Emblem, [8 y 10, Lyon y Zelgius~ *-*], también los Tales of [Symphonia, Vesperia y Abyss], y aunque ya no tanto, los Rockman ._.

Y... eso... no quiero hacer un testamento aquí sobre lo que me agrada o desagrada, tardaría días xD

That is all, hopefully, you did not understand the thing I just wrote (:
EmeraldEXE

If I had waited 3 months or so, it would had been an entire updateless year, I pretty much abandoned this thing... *sweatdrop*

Anyways, just writing something here... mostly to take out the kiriban stuff and the old rant, although I do not have much to say...
Other than I am quite scared/frightened (sp?) or whatever you want to call it because of some late events...
There have been lots of deaths arround the people I know... for example, most of the people who live in this city should know of a teenager who was murdered... he died yesterday, although he was attacked about a week ago. Well, that person was my cousin's friend. He along many other people who were close to me/other people I know have died in a really short time [a month, to be exact], what worries me, mostly because it could suddenly happen to anybody I know, even myself. I know, I'm being too paranoid, but I cannot avoid it... and the fact that I, along two of my friends, am taking some classes at night does not help.

Oh well... just wanted to take that out of my mind, thanks for reading my nonsense.

Wait a second... I should be reading a boring 32-page with 1 sized font history book instead of writing this... *sweatdrop*

So that is it... I do not know when the next update will be... probably next year, unless I get a random urge to scan my school junk and submit it here and thus updating often, but I'm too lazy to scan things... *sweatdrop*

EmeraldEXE, log out.

Okay, I have been reflecting what I have done, why I did it and how I did.

<sub>I came to the conclusion that I acted in a very stupid and selfish way, not caring if others would worry about this, or what would happen after this.
And I thought of leaving the world of art for ever, yes, that means no more drawing, ever. But I did not do such stupid thing, I simply can't stop drawing...
Mostly because I draw when I get bored, and I get pretty bored at school... but that is certainly not only that.
Since I joined dA I have been trying to become a real artist, I have been trying to improve since then, checking new ways of drawing or colouring, staring at some piece for minutes until I get at least an idea of how to make it...
I was not going to let my goal down by such selfish matter was not I?
And thinking about it now... I think I have been succesful in my improvement, thanks to you all my watchers, thanks to your kind comments, and your own art as well...

...And I still cannot believe I let myself be shattered to despair by such stupid matter...</sub>


So...I am back from Saturn, see?
Thought about it, and decided to get back here, some of my friends are still here after all...

I wanted to thank you everyone... your kind comments helped me to clear my mind about this, I really cannot believe the way I acted about that whole mess...

So...yes... I shall submit something tomorrow if scanner works or if I get myself onto working on digital art again *sweatdrop*

That is all... see you~